Tommy's Inner Conflict
In this chapter, we delve into Tommy's internal monologue as he reflects on Vee's participation in the NERVE game. His thoughts reveal a complex mix of concern, confusion, and guilt.
Tommy struggles to understand Vee's motivation for participating in the dares, particularly her desire for expensive shoes. He compares her actions to his own past experiences, highlighting the difference in their priorities.
Quote: "Alright, I really don't understand why she want these shoes so badly. Now don't misunderstand me, I had the Xbox on my wishlist for ages and I can clearly remember begging my mom everyday for an eternity. But she has hundreds of shoes."
Tommy's bewilderment at Vee's actions is evident as he contemplates the embarrassing nature of the dares she's willing to perform. He expresses disbelief at her willingness to sing and pour water over herself in a public setting, especially considering the vast online audience.
Highlight: Tommy's concern about the internet's role in amplifying the embarrassment and potential consequences of Vee's actions is a key theme in this chapter.
As a long-time friend of Vee, Tommy grapples with his role in her participation in the game. He reflects on his failure to protect her and stop her from engaging in potentially dangerous behavior.
Quote: "I have known Vee for years and I always supported and protected her since day one. That is what a friend should do, right?"
Tommy's guilt is palpable as he acknowledges his own complicity in recording Vee's embarrassing moments instead of intervening. This internal conflict showcases the complex dynamics of friendship and loyalty in the face of peer pressure and online challenges.
Highlight: Tommy's realization of his own failure to protect Vee serves as a turning point in his character development.
The chapter also touches on the broader theme of internet safety and the dangers of online challenges. Tommy reflects on the warnings they've received from adults about internet dangers, admitting that he never took them seriously until now.
Quote: "We have heard so many speeches by our teachers, parents and other family members on how dangerous the internet can really be. I have never listened to them properly because I thought that this would never happen to me or to anyone close to me."
Tommy's inner monologue concludes with a resolution to take action. He plans to team up with Sydney to delete Vee's account, even at the risk of damaging their friendship. This decision highlights the moral dilemma faced by friends when trying to protect loved ones from harmful choices.
Highlight: Tommy's decision to intervene, despite the potential consequences to his friendship with Vee, demonstrates the novel's exploration of loyalty and doing what's right.
This chapter of NERVE provides valuable insight into Tommy's character, showcasing his growth from a passive observer to an active protector. It also serves as a commentary on the challenges faced by young people in navigating the complex world of online interactions and peer pressure.
